Living in the Twilight Zone

Oozing sores! Open holes where bugs crawl under the skin! Strings pushing their way through your eyes, your teeth, your ears! This is a little of the living hell I have experienced for far too long. I am not alone! There are hundreds of thousands of us here in the United States and all over the world. Many can no longer physically or mentally endure. They simply find a way to end their lives. After all, it isn’t as though you are living any longer. Some don’t have a choice; they die from isolation, hopelessness and this unexplained illness. I am an ordinary person with an extraordinary life. This is part of my story. You will probably doubt what I will tell you but hopefully God will help you to see that it is true.

In those days most girls planned to pursue a career in homemaking. I married at age 18 but didn’t become a mother until I was 26 years old. I gave birth to an amazing son. Life was pretty normal until age 35 when I was diagnosed with breast cancer.

My family was told to prepare for a funeral within the next 6 months. Doctors placed me on strong doses of chemotherapy and also a long treatment with radiation therapy. At first I refused the treatment but after considering my 9 year old son living life without a mom, I made myself put those poisons in my body every day. I wondered if I would ever open my eyes to the world and not think “I have cancer.”

Eventually the day came when I didn’t wake up in the morning thinking, “Is it back?” The cancer went away but my health was still not good. I couldn’t seem to get past the anemia problems. Blister like pimples began to erupt on my arms and legs. These itched intensely worse than poison ivy or chicken pox. Even more troubling was my inability to sleep at night. I would sit up all night long, itching so severely that I just wanted to scream. It was embarrassing to go to the grocery store because of the lesions on my arms and legs. These dime sized craters were oval shaped with thick borders. The tops looked as though they were sealed with amber.

My 20 year old marriage began to deteriorate. I went to doctors and to a dermatologist who gave me ointments which didn’t work at all. When I showed the dermatologist the blister akin to chicken pox he followed through with a biopsy. He found nothing and insinuated that it was in my head. I finally went to a country doctor who was fresh out of medical school. He suspected that I might have Systemic Lupus Erythematosus (LUPUS). The DNA results came back positive for SLE so we assumed the symptoms on my skin were connected to that disease. Later I would be diagnosed with Raynaud’s, Jorgen’s, fibromyalgia, restless leg syndrome and more!

As the next years passed, my health, my home and my husband were all gone. My dreams and body felt broken. I went into a severe depression. After having lesions on my body for over 2 years, they instantly disappeared as if having distance from the stress of my relationship had healed me. After two more surgeries, I finally found a very minimally paying job. I went back to college to complete a counselling degree. I wanted to help others more than anything.

After graduating, I worked a few years in the VA. Then God led me to the great NW, to the Seattle area. During my workday in 2001, I was injured in a hit and run auto accident. It was a very difficult time. I went through many therapies including a stay in a rehabilitation pain clinic. I became very ill. My fever shot up and a large black spot the size of a quarter had grown inside my cheek. I was sent to the doctor who was puzzled by what he called a necrosis inside my mouth. I was sent for further investigation. My face was very swollen. It looked like I had gained 100 pounds.

This was a turning point in my life….the return of the strange illness and the beginning of a true nightmare! A large paisley shaped lesion formed at the base of my skull. In the shape were small growths. It itched enough to keep you from relaxing, sleeping and functioning. It grew larger and larger. I went from dermatologist to dermatologist who purported that it was psoriasis, eczema, etc. The strange lesion spread upward through the scalp pulling in the long hairs and creating cyst like structures underneath. Over and over I went to the dermatologist, took their antibiotics and shots of cortisone to my head to no avail. I pleaded with them to help! They kept telling me not to touch it. It was unbearable!

It’s hard to describe to you, but it felt like something moving inside of your skin. Underneath there was growth going on. A system of tubes, roots and fibers were setting up a network. I tried not touching it. That was the wrong thing to do! It just kept growing and setting up its network. My face became very swollen again. My head and scalp became completely misshapen. I went from doctor to doctor but nothing worked. Most of the dermatologists became downright nasty to me as if I was somehow responsible for this condition. They had no idea what I was experiencing! The horror of feeling something growing under your skin. That play “The Little Shop Of Horrors” kept coming to mind.

Other strange things started to manifest. When I took a bath, I would sometimes find the tub full of lint and spiders. I also kept finding spiders and webs in my car even though I did not park under any trees. My hair brush was filled with lint balls even though it was cleaned weekly and my hair was falling out all over the place. When I stood in front of the bathroom mirror (a large mirror that covered half the wall) my hair would stand straight up as if there was an electrical charge pulling it. It would dance back and forth. Bizarre! When I walked past street lights they would often just blow out. Red, white and blue fibers were all over my apartment. The itchy lesions returned again this time everywhere. Such a misery cannot be adequately described nor would I want you to understand this pain. At that point, the hair on my head was being sucked into the oozing craters on my scalp and encased in a gooey clear substance that was like superglue. I was unable to find help in the medical community. All their medications and all their diagnosis seemed inadequate.

Finally I looked on the internet for skin diseases and itching which lead me to a site for the “Morgellons Research Foundation”. This organization was based out of the University of Oklahoma where research was being conducted on Morgellons. More than 14,000 families had registered there whose symptoms were similar to mine. The Morgellons Foundation hired a neuroscientist named Randy Wymore to examine samples from patients. With the aid of the Tulsa Police Dept. a forensic team was able to conclude the Morgellons fibers were not a match for any known fibers here on earth. So where do they come from? Further Vitaly Citovisky, Professor of biochemistry at Stonybrook University in NY compared blood samples from Morgellons volunteers to non Morgellons volunteers. All samples from Morgellons volunteers were positive for Agrobacterium Tumefactions. Agrobacterium Tumefactions is inserted into plants for the purpose of genetic modification. It is used in GMO (Genetically Modified Organisms) food and the creation of vaccines. Citovisky would recant and deny his clearly written paper.

It was comforting to finally have a name to pin on this nightmare. Even more comforting was the thought that I was not alone. As I would find out later, there are hundreds of thousands of us all over the world. The largest concentration of people with Morgellons is in the U.S., especially in Texas, California and Florida. Other sufferers had posted their stories on the website. These were heartbreaking to read. I couldn’t imagine infants and small children, dogs, cats and horses all having to suffer with this pain and rejection.

As the Morgellons moved more into my knees and hips I became unable to navigate the stairs. Walking with a cane became my “norm”. I could go on and on about the pain, suffering and isolation that come from this condition. Why are some of us so ill. Similar blood cells, fibers, and debris, are found in the chemtrails being sprayed. To quote others, “There is something in us that indicates, we are like the canaries in the gold mines. We react to it whereas others don’t.”

A year ago I heard about Christopher Macklin. I was in a terrible state. I had tried everything. My hip and rear area were deeply ingrained with a root system of vines, craters and oozing flesh. It was difficult to sit, sleep or walk. My arms were split open and had numerous sores. My shoulder had a large ravine area, a gaping hole which extended down the arm. My head was still shaved, for every time I tried to regrow my hair the polyurethane type material would start oozing, producing sores and the skin behind my ear would split open. I felt I would never see the end of this affliction. I often thought of Job in the Bible.

I was so excited when I first talked with Christopher. How blessed I was to be led to him. I began with sessions twice a week. I said the prayers of protection, incorporating these into my everyday life. At first I didn’t feel the energy as he was working on me, but as time went along his healing could be felt as the changes in the body happened. He developed some new techniques for treating this condition. Other illnesses, like cancer and diabetes, he could eliminate rather quickly. Morgellons with its Lyme based co-infections was a shrewd enemy designed to overcome whatever defense was mounted.

Christopher knew how to send in the angels! He tried new approaches, like switching the time and space continuum. Christopher developed a new process which he calls, tachyonization. He burns out the foreign debris in my body. The black material vacates my body and I am able to see the area that has been treated turn black. At that point the area will heal. He can then look inside the body and evaluate the progression of its healing. When these nano materials, bacteria, viruses and fungus are leaving the cells, organs and bones, this system becomes full of toxic materials. Normally a person’s body enters a hertz stage. This causes you to feel as if you have the flu. You run a temperature, become nauseous, your body aches, etc. The liver and kidneys become overwhelmed with these cast off toxins.

Christopher has the ability to clear away and cleanse out the garbage from our system, restoring its balance. When I feel dreadful, he is always there to help. He worked on me for 2 weeks straight, morning and night, to mount a strong front against this enemy. I believe about 20 other Morgies have now reached out for Chistopher’s help.

As for me, I have seen tremendous changes and improvements in my condition, including asthma. Discomfort in the spine and joint has greatly improved. I no longer need my CPAP equipment to sleep at night. The restless legs have calmed. The quality of fibers have greatly diminished. Six years of growths in my hips and rear have drawn in and are relinquishing the debris. Injuries this deep cannot be healed overnight, but it is NOW healing and pulling in. I haven’t seen any live insects either.

I am healing!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am almost there. Christopher is an amazing healer. His joyful spirit, compassion, and unrelenting care are a true gift. I am so grateful for his sacrifice of time and energy. I am grateful that he has been there to get me through this last chapter.

To others: There have been many people who have been angels to me on this earth. I am grateful for their love, compassion, and support. Many worked on me for years. There are friends and family all over the world who believe in and uplift me. My faith in my heavenly Father has never wavered. If you feel you may have Morgellons or Lyme, don’t give up!! You WILL prevail! We are not alone!

Count each and every blessing over and over again. Fear can wash away our hope and joy. Refuse to let it!

Let the pain and suffering enhance your love and compassion for others. In this love, in this sharing, you will defeat “THEM,” whomever they are. Remember always, you are a part of God. He wants the best for you, as we do for our children!

Thank you God for sending Christopher to lead us to help!

~ Elizabeth